To relive the fresh moments first love.. Those are things I miss. The lightness, ease, joy, and excitement. The high stakes, riskiness, silliness. Things that can never be replaced and are imbedded so deeply into the human being that you are and the memories that you carry. This is what bittersweet tastes like. So much fondness for something that was such a big and important part of your life, but also a lot of pain for having to accept that it is now a “was” and that times and circumstances will change everything because time and change are indefinite variables in our lives. I’m not one to stay stuck on the past but reliving those feelings that seem so everlasting would be an exception I would make. I love love. I love being in love, I love giving love, and I love cherishing it and tending to it and nurturing it into maturity. But eventually you realize that your perfect now and then won’t always be another person’s perfect now and then. And that’s okay.
Kimbra’s new album 😍😍😍😍😍
Saturday night was so much fun! What an honor it was to sing for East West Players’ 50th anniversary celebration! For such a last minute gig it turned out pretty amazing. I can’t believe I learned 4 songs in like three days hahaha I hate myself. But wow, I got to work with other outstanding singers/actors and I met so many incredible people afterwards and networked and all that good stuff. It was fantastic and so many people had such nice and encouraging things to say. Shall I dare and say that I felt pretty adored and famous for the first time in my life. I’ve never had so many people love me this much at once LOLLLL. It was definitely one of the highlights of my summer. This one’s for the books!
That time when you can’t sleep all night long because you’re sick and then you have a show the next day…. -____-